there was no heart warming but instead alot of cussing.

there was too much fussing, i decided to stop discussing

withdrawn from my surroundings, but things shock me astounding.

those friends did not care, so why should i even share,

true friends are rare, so f*ck them i swear.

deal with this myself, wont be another fantasy,

anxiously trying to define whether its actually reality.

my minds lost, caught up in past thoughts,

at home alone, but still taking though shots.

trying forget the past,

but instead my mind asked

"you want to move on, but first look you're gone

take a day off in order to live on

your life's a mess

but don't you second guess

remember what's real

all wounds will heal

it just takes time

soon everything will be fine"

with that my mind eased, as if it was pleased,

tick tock time thawed, no longer seized.